my bias and my bias. my bias and my bias. my bias and my ultimate bias. |
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when i hospitalized, i can’t tumblring so i just watching TV and saw SMASH Concert on SCTV, and i suddenly become SMASHBLAST… (Before it, i just know SMASH as Indonesian Boyband from my city Bandung, and i love at the first sight with Rangga because his smile is looks like SUNGMIN, and he is the most smiling members of SMASH).
then and i saw this on google : MORGAN SMASH - MINHO SHINee
(MY SMASH BIAS) RANGGA SMASH - (MY SHINee BIAS) KEY SHINee i think Rangga is more looks like Sungmin, so… my bias is always related to my other bias, looks a like my other bias.
or taemin?
or whatever, i love him.
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I’m back! Gosh, i really miss tumblr, miss you all, miss my bias, miss sungmin, kangin, jonghyun, key, sungjin, all kpop and every things here. Everything is under control, my endoscopy test only takes 45 minutes and 2.5 hours until i really wake up from my anesthesia, it just (very-damn) hurts when the anesthetic drugs come slowly to my body, and then 2 hours latter, when i woke up, i’m on another room with oxygen pipe on my nose and dizzy. Fortunatelly, my mom come to my place, she stayed at my apartment on 5 days. ^___^ I got dyspepsia functional and hard gerd and all this disease is just because my mentally, doctor said i just too stress, deep stress and start to be depression (?), if i want to be health, i shouldn’t be stress, people around me should makes me always happy (?) and i cannot get any little pressure until i got full healthy. Okay, i’m not going to killing myself or doing some method of suicide, i’m stress but i’m not crazy yet, and since i already know what is every things happen to me, i will starts my new life, new happy healthy life. I hope i could. And… i miss you all. BANZAI !!!! HWAITING !! GWENCHANAA !! ^_____^ |
this goodbye message is just for people who care with me, if you don’t care just don’t read more :) |
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